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Inhale, Exhale.

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MEAN Does he mean that he thinks chatting and spending time with ow was the ight way to heal He was emotionally cheating on h with ow even before he physically slept with her if he had truly loved h as much as he kept saying throughout the book he would have stopped that shit straight away before it got to the sex stage He was obviously enjoying the sex with ow too much and emotionally invested in her so much so that he could bear to see her cry The only thing he did that was slightly likeable about him was the fact in the end when he saved h over the ow without any uestion but to me it still doesn t make up for over a years cheating and the complete shit that he was as a husband and father I m most likely going to be in the with my feelings for this book I choose it as a challenge book because of its content And yes it had about things I usually avoid like the plague However none of them are the that I just found this to be an ead Go figure So let s with the good I think this author is a writer Many people will L O V E this book and ightfully so The pacing was considering it is a book I eally liked and I eally liked The plot had me g a few times All good things However I also had a f ssu s with the story One I found the a lot of times out of seuential order and the to be confusing and V to the story There were also scenes hr d m that had baring on the story For example view spoiler Jase catching Toby in highschool that comes at 80% into the book hide spoiler 45 stars He s my always But he ll never be my forever Inhale Exhale is a story that played every single emotional chord my mind is capable feeling This book is Fat: An Appreciation of a Misunderstood Ingredient, with Recipes raw honesteal and it will crack you open like no otherIt was so hard to ead this book because every time something popped up I broke a little Specially for Lo Leaving me asking how much she can take This is eal This is us And if you let it be this is forever This book tells us a story about how breakable humans are how sensitive our souls are how grief can consume you like there is no tomorrow How the very same one can make things worse and doesn t only hurt you but all those around close to you as wellIt teaches us how strong one can be specially if you don t have another chance than beeing strong It shows us how fragil love is no matter how strong it might be But scars of the heart the untouchable ones the ones that ache deeper but are invisible branded tattooed those are the ones you feel forever Cheating will never be ight no matter the circumstances But knowing what leads someone doing it helps at least to understand But it doesn t make it ight *So I won t defend Jase s action here However I d like to bat for Jase To see that * I won t defend Jase s action here However I d like to bat for Jase To see that had feelings as well that he as well was breaking And as much as I wished for him to be strong enough withstanding temptation wished for his love to be enough standing by Lo through the darkest times I see his fragil soul seeking something that he didn t get while he needed it the most We are all human we have needs and we make mistakesAnd yes I would have loved to see of Jase winning Lo back She deserved to be courted But I do understand that Lo s love for Jase was the stronger one SHE herself was the stronger one especially when
"she decided to "
decided to choose herself over everyone else And I love the fact that both brothers where men enough loved her so much to let her goAnd without Ace s POV this book would only be half as good as I think it is Ace s voice deserved to be heard He gave every feeling you might have had until then even depth He s the biggest curveball in love s history and instead of batting I let it hit me Toby was just the man who hapend to love the woman who loves his brother Some might say he should have backed off But do you eally let the very one person fall you do love most I understand his need to be close to Lo to be there for her even though it was with the thought in mind to swipe in when Jase might have broken her and their marriage But to me he kept his distance he knew his place Although sometimes he crossed lines or came close to But again we are all human And Lo didn t eally make things easier for him Did sheEllie was a totally different thing She was mean selfish and inserted herself into Jase s life like cancer Never being a eal friend to Lo playing a game she could never win but that would hurt everyone else She never thought of what she might destroy only having her own advantage in mind What happens when the ocean cries This book is an emotional and very aw oller coaster which makes you wonder how much a human soul can stand before breakingIt makes you see that there is no ight or wrong when it comes to love There is no black and white Love comes in so wrong when it comes to love There is no black and white Love comes in so different colors shades facets Sometimes love can be beautiful and sometimes it can be destructive But most of all it makes you feel It makes you feel alive I wasn t here for your fall Peaches but I ll make damn sure to be here for your ising Inhale Exhale is a book with many faces A story that will consume you break you CL Matthews best work to dat. Not easy It's full of mistakes and lessons It hurts And in the end those two words said in love are the same ones said in hate You want a divorce ,
Ived ARC for Honest Review This book had one of the most unredeemable male cheaters EversSpoilers aheadSo whilst heroine was lost in the grief of losing her daughter and her mother the cheating crap that was her husband was having an affair for a YEAR with her BEST FRIENDThe heroine was understandably numb and grieving with two major deaths which included the death of THEIR daughter but the cheating scum was worried about himself He knew he was going over boundaries when his talks with that nasty ow started becoming intimate but he willingly crossed over into physical intimacy with no eal guilt He filed divorce papers and told h he wanted a divorce after he had done the deed with the ow but he never submitted it later saying because he knew that h was the love of his life We get to ead about him the first time having sex with ow them staying at hotels and having sex two or three times each time before he heads home to his wife He even admits to getting so lazy and complacent that he doesn t even bother to hide the smell of sex or the scratch marks the ow deliberately leaves behind He even takes of his wedding Not Handsome Enough ring because the ow doesn t like him wearing it He admits to bring in love with the ow that she owns some of his heart but hey we are supposed to maybe sigh because he then thinks that h owns most of itnot all of it obviously since the ow owns some of it He had sex with with ow only TWO DAYS BEFORE he has sex with h when everything comes out and he spills the beans when h uestions him He doesn t tell her it s with her best friend though She leaves and later sleeps with his brother to be honest I actually felt happy because her cheating husband deserved to have a taste of the betrayal she felt after she found out who he had been sleeping with I loved their son the poor little mite had known about his father and the slutty friend for awhile as slutty ow s daughter who was his friend told him that she saw her mum and cheater bastard one morning together dry humping in the kitchen He decided not to tell as he knew his mother was already growing through so much I loved what he told his cheater father when he talked to him That while he was sleeping with another woman and playing father to her daughter he had been neglecting his own wife and children who needed him He also told him how he doesn tespect him as a man any because he showed him that vows are not taken seriously He told him he will never forgive him for his weak behaviour and letting them all down The cheater was suitably shamed by his own 14 year old son The scum freely admits he didn t want to end things with ow because being with her was so easy Compared To Being In A to being in a The h gave good jabs at him when he said she shut him in a The h gave good jabs at him when he said she shut him and how long was he supposed to wait She told him he should have waited until she was eady She was tempted by his brother but never gave in because of her love for H but he folded after promising to always be there for her The ow has always been obsessed with H which h didn t know about so she slowly burrowed her way into his life even The son was ight when he called her a whore I love that bit when he called her that during his chat with the cheater scum and when the cheater scum tried to Busy Park rebuke him for calling the ow that the son interrupted him and said she was one because she deliberately integrated herself knowing he was a married man with children just because she wanted him He also called his father out for being weak just because a pretty woman was giving him attention and not being the strong man he should have been by being there for his wife who needed him In the beginning we have a scene where cheater isemembering a scene where he was with ow in a hotel Beer Law: What Brewers Need to Know room and ow was telling him not to use a condom He contemplates it but in the end decides that going bare is the only thing he has ever done with his wife and he won t do it even with ow He thinks about how much he still loves his wife and that if she ever found out about the affair she will never forgive him but going bare with the ow would totally break them up if she ever found out We as aeader know the ow at this point was most likely trying to get pregnant hence why she didn t want him to use a condom Apparently that was the last time he had sex with ow which was two days before he has sex with his wife and everything comes out The ow causes problems with saying she s pregnant and trying to kill the h I would have liked the book if h ended up with the brother as he seemed to GIS and Fr�uleins: The German-American Encounter in 1950s West Germany really love her This H no matter how much he says heegrets the cheating and not being there for his wife and children was not there for one of the worst things that can ever happen to a woman He proved that his marriage vows didn t stand the test of time when instead of being loving and supportive he decided to have an affair with her best friend initially just for fun but then admits emotions got involvedHe later grovels and says that now he ealises he never loved the other woman but she was there and healed the bits that were broken WHAT THE HELL DOES HE. S But neither of us kept them This is not one of those happy stories Life isn't made of simple choices and happily ever afters It's a dark place It's. ,

Adds to one of the worst most selfish characters i ve ever ead in life list This is eal This is us And if characters i ve ever ead in life list This is The Placer real This is us And if let it be this is foreverWOW Heart shreddingeal Otto Freundlich: Cosmic Communism raw powerful twisty turns galore and just a wildide I didn t want to get off Not your hearts and flowers Never have I ever felt the way I did and still do about this book especially while The Tattooist of Auschwitz (The Tattooist of Auschwitz, reading it I was suffocating in pain and fear and anxiety Ripped apart by the dynamic and heartbreak and true what the fuckedness of these characters Theye flawed SO flawed But that s what makes it hurt worse because they Profiles in Leadership: Historians on the Elusive Quality of Greatness re human And humans put people through this type of pain every day I m just not used toeading about it so fully and with so much depth as what CL did in thisI m wreckedTotally utterly hungover and ipped apartCL Matthews this is one for history books One of the most heartbreakingly beautiful books of 2019 Inhale Exhale is told in such haunting prose with such a gritty poeticism you can t help but get sucked into this story and all the flawed characters This was a eal story about a Other People's Property: A Shadow History of Hip-Hop in White America realomance and eal life issues I can t ecommend it enough I am not emotionally Der Bilderwächter ready toeview this book yeta day later I think I am eady to eview this soul devastating piece of fucking awesomeness I DIED ALL THE DEADS This book was EVERYTHING It is going straight to my TOP READS OF 2019 list I don t even know HOW to move on It was everything I thought it would be and MORE Book hangover from HELL ight now Glad I m all caught up on ARCs 5 stars is no where near enough CL Matthews killed it She killed me with this book And the last 10% of this book was THE MOST INTENSE HOUR OF MY LIFEThe name was totally fitting because I was having to emind myself to breath while Schätze Aus Dem Musée Picasso, Paris reading it And then it felt like some one was sitting on my chest From the very beginning CL Matthewsips your heart outand keeps on doing it through entire book I Letters to Rollins read it over the span of 2 days When I was trying to go to sleep all I could think about what the mostecent bomb that had been dropped before I went to bed oh yes there a A LOT of bombs I knew that I wanted a HEA for Lo but with everything that was happening I just didn t know what I thought that would look like for her I think one of the coolest things in this story was that there were 2 chapters that came from Ace s POV he is Lo and Jase s teenage son It Britain, Europe And The Third World really let theeader in on how observant the children are and how these things process in their brains It was eally ingenious to include his POV in their story I am all in with Hollow Ridge I can not wait to get from the people of this world As this book was ending there Were A Whole Lot a whole lot interesting things egarding some of the secondary characters that I CANNOT WAIT to get the stories behind So basically this book is everything Top 10 Reads of 2019 Emotional oller coaster Go get it now The angst is so eally Unverified: A Novel real Everyone needs toead this book Please note No kindles were harmed in the Grand Teton Explorers Guide reading of this book but it was touch and go there for a while InhaleExhale by CL Matthews hasipped my heart out and then shredded it into tiny pieces And I loved every painful and beautifully tragic moment with all my heart and soul It was delicious agony It was torture to my soul It was a breathtaking captivating stunning and heartbreaking story of love loss and hopeThe core storyline is very simple It follows the lives of many interconnected characters while they struggle flourish wither and grow Jase and Lo is the central character But "you will have many eually important and intruguing characters like Jase s brother and Lo "will have many eually important and intruguing characters like Jase s brother and Lo best friend Toby their friend Ellie and their amazing kids This story is not about finding HEA This is a journey A painful traumatic inspiring and honest journey The loss and sufferings were UFO Crash at Roswell: The Genesis of a Modern Myth real And so where the moments of blissful and all consuming loveI criedeal ugly tears I could not stop it Jase and Lo s love and hate touched me so deeply that I could not breathe The author pulled out every Peig: The Autobiography of Peig Sayers of the Great Blasket Island raw intense and heartending emotion from me mercilessly The writing was mindblowing perfection I was overwhelmed by the tragic beauty of her words This story wrecked me with the angst and I am so awed by the words This story is definitely a difficult one Your boundaries will be tasted at each moment And the twists and turns made me crazy But it is not about darkness only This story is about second chance inner strength and the healing power of true love The mistakes and guilt and shame will be overshadowed by the extraordinary and soul deep love The characters are flawed and Löwen wecken real They will make serious mistakes and they will go in darkest parts of hell And you will be there And you will also be there when they change for better andise like Phoenix from the ashed of their heartacheInhaleExhale by CL Matthews is one of the most gritty angsty phenomenal and heart Fathers and Sons: Roads Classics rending stories I have everead I hate and love the searing pain in my heart It created some extreme emotions in me and I have the worst book hangover ever I feel I won t ecover completely soonRece. I do Two words woven in love In sickness and in health For better or for worse Til death do us part And death dragged us apart We both said those vow.